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  <title>&quot;I hear the rumors starting</title>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 20 Aug 2005 18:13:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Band camp</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;So this past week I&apos;ve spent everyday from 9-9 at THS at band camp... which i must add is 10330590x harder than any of my other years. We&apos;ve already have the 1st two numbers done and completed with work and only have drum solo and ending flag to learn.. its pretty amazing. Havent really gotten aggravated yet. Been pissed about my drill because im in East Bumble fuck... the whole damn time!! I dont even leave the 30.. i live on it.. i should camp a tent and start a fire.. and no one will ever notice because no one looks over there... PATHETIC lol!! oh well... Works hard as all hell.. fast.. but not even half as fast as ending flag is going to be. I havent been that bad on sabre... been getting ALOT better.. just cant catch shit under the leg or behind the back lol.. but im trying my hardest and hopefully they all see it! I look like a leopard on my arm because of all the bruises... it hurts like hell has hit me but soo worth it! &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I am sore as all hell though. My quads are killing me.. i cant bend down and everytime i try to hurry up and sorta run i wanna cry because i feel like a billion knives are jamming into my legs lol.. and to just think that we have a whole week left ... hmm this shall be interesting!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;But on a better note.. weighed myself and i lost 5 pounds and i got a couple shades darker.. SCOREEE!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well last night went to Trevors after practice... my last and final goodbye until he had to go to the airport and go to Florida for college.. ughh all i did was cry. He is the nicest kid ever.. one of the few guys who actually treat me good and got my back 24/7. Not a day went by this summer really without hanging out with him.. hes grown to be my brother.. ughh im gonna miss him&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Very emotional night lol i must say.. probably because i was physically exhausted but because I&apos;m in love with the kid.. Had to be home by midnight.. soo we hugged for like 3 hours straight... had our last kiss and bon voyage.. 117 days till i get to see my rugrat hehe!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;But now i have to go say goodbye to Scott.. unfortuantly hes not going to college.. hes going into the army.. ughh i cant cry anymore...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;But for now i will have to say goodbye... i am not one to say goodbye.. it takes forever =(&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 15 Aug 2005 03:38:04 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Last day of summer</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well offically tomorrow is my last day of summer because then i have o-so-beautiful band camp.. but no complaints because this weekend just made up for it.. just say that i had the time of my life.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Night started off horrible.. i must say. Scott once again tried to make plans so Dave S, Trevor, Brianna and I and some chick... waited at a damn Pilot for an hour or so waiting for them to go to a party in Milford but damn fuck up Scott got the date wrong lol. So we just took the beer and went over Trevors.. which i didnt complain about at all. Brianna went home around 1 and i just stayed with Trevor, Scott, Matt R. Dustin, Jose and Dave.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Just chilled all night drinking but Trev had to be up early for church and Dave had to go to School soo we left Trevs around 3. Matt picked up Talia and Dana and we went swimming in Canoe Brooke.. totally was paranoid about cops.. which we thought once came soo we just wasted 6 beers by shoving them under the water and swimming to under the dock... not only were we worried about getting charged for trespassing.. but we had illegal drinking&amp;nbsp;and fucken nakedness everywhere!! False alarm tho.. it was just more teens coming to light up joints and crap... pretty funny.. but we were all pissed that we wasted some beers lol.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Left around 5... then Talia and Dana had to sober up because they were gonna fall off their ass trying to get back into their window lol...so&amp;nbsp; we went to booth hill school to just chill. Ofcourse i had to piss soo bad... =) Just chilled and talked.. pretty chill. Then dropped them off then Matt Dustin Scott and I all slept over Dustins. Scott had to be up for work at 8 and it was already 6, soo he was out like a light... and us 3 just chilled out in the tent outside fucked as fuck....&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;i love summer and who all that read this and think &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;&quot;your dumb&quot;&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font color=&quot;#3333ff&quot;&gt;&quot;your to young&quot;&lt;/font&gt; and blah blah.. it was the last hoorah for summer.. now im gonna be doing something productive that i love the most in my life.. &lt;strong&gt;guard&lt;/strong&gt;.. and thats all that madders.. soo screw you :-P&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;But yah now its midnight.. and i just woke up because i didnt get home from Dustins at 2.. because we had to get our ass out of their to &lt;strong&gt;1)&lt;/strong&gt; clean up our mess..&lt;strong&gt; 2)&lt;/strong&gt; get scott to work ... &lt;strong&gt;3)&lt;/strong&gt; to get my ass out of their lol... soo we just went out to breakfast.. mmm Chocolate Chip Pancakes!! hehe..&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;yah that was my weekend.. and it kicked ass and screw you who think different :-P&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I love my friends.. and you should too lol!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 12 Aug 2005 03:56:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>nicee</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Practice.. where do I begin? Was hell!! Dance just keeps getting harder and harder and I&apos;m about to blow.. but I did finally get the barrel turn at the end and the terjate into a split.. major points for me lol!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;But on better better better news.... ALISON IS BACK IN GUARD!! I talked to John for her and shes back.. get excited... because i sure am!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;And then.. im bringing Courtney partying with Brianna and I tomorrow.. this shall be fun!! Score!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;My life cant get any better!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 20:30:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>poo on all yall</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Screw everyone who compares My best friend and I because were two exact opposites and we &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;love&lt;/font&gt; it...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Courtney Costello, &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;love&lt;/font&gt; &lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;you &lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;with my whole&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt; heart&lt;/font&gt; and nothing can every change that&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Were like&lt;font color=&quot;#33cc00&quot;&gt; peas&lt;/font&gt; and &lt;font color=&quot;#ff6600&quot;&gt;carrots&lt;/font&gt; =)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 01:10:54 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>practice</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;yah well i sorta wanted to end this damn journal but i figured heyy its just something to do... and it is.. good place to scream in thoughts!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Practice.. wasnt at all how i wanted it to do. Im trying not to get frusterated at all but 2night&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;when i had freshmen after freshmen correct me i started blowing up. Im like shut up.. you&apos;ve been spinning for like a month. Then people have to fucken compare me to Courtney.. because you know its not like were in competition enough as it is. People are like... how can you be best friends with some one like her.. shes gorgeous and amazing at everything and bladiblaaaaa... Im like shut the fuck up... its people like you who make me spaze on her and not wanna be around her. I had a good convo with Chels and Kayla today... realized why Courtney and I have no been spending anytime together this whole summer.. its because were not into any of the same shit. She doesnt like going to parties and getting trashed and hooking up with guys because supposingly shes in love with her hunni bee (dont mind me as i puke) and she hates smoking... ehh whatever im having fun&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Sabre for the 10 minutes we did it went really good... finally got blades.. thank god&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Got like 1 week of summer exactly left until dreaded band camp and i swear its gonna be the best week because i&amp;nbsp; dont care what anyone thinks...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Ehh i hate complaining.. why i do it i dont know... im tired.. maybe thats it&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Soo goodnight&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 04 Aug 2005 18:33:26 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>wut a night</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Okay soo this has been the 15th day in a row that Brianna and I have not been sober.. which i must admit is pretty sweet but last night i regret getting drunk&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Went to a party with Dave Trevor and Dustin last night...Jon Dawson.. Scott.. Jess..and some other ppl we knew were there. Ofcourse me.. drunk after ONE beer.. was being stupid&amp;nbsp; 5 minutes into the party. Played alot of games of beer pong and got really sick&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Almost broke my arm.. tried to attempt to walk down stairs because i went upstairs to have a smoke with Zach and Scott and Lenny and get another beer and the 1st step i missed and fell.. elbow right into a concret pole.. my god did it hurt but i didnt feel it thank god. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Met a pretty hot kid Lenny. but wont talk about any of that stuff. Dave and i hung out for a while too.. fun times&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;No drama last night thank god. Mike wouldnt stop calling me soo Dustin and Trevor were pissing him off.. greatness!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Im gonna take a few days off from partying.. due to the fact that im gonna get ass raped by my mom cuz i got home at 2 yesterday morning drunk as fuck... luckily i have guard 2night soo i wont go out afterwards than Friday.. to another party in Easton&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Sweet ass Summer&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;PS. Brianna or Dave get my Lennys number!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 01 Aug 2005 04:36:55 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>::fat white ghettos falling out of cars::</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Its almost 1 in the morning and i just got home from another lovley night with Brianna. Got a call at like 10 from Scott and Dustin asking if we wanna go to stratford to chill with some of their boys and we did. Went to Stratford beach and did the whole fast and the furious thing where everyone looks at eachothers cars. Some pretty chill people. Ofcourse all the whites with their honda civics and shit lol... love ghetto white people.. i made a whole new group of friends!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;laughed my ass off today.. Brianna and all of us where in a circle and then a group of boys r like speeding around the parking lot and jamming on their breaks and all of a sudden your hear the biggest *thud* in the world... fucken Lou jumped out of the car because the driver ::in Lous words:: Fucken crazy yooo!! lol&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;then went to Wooster to play some bball.. night time style lol! Chilled with Dustin Brianna and Jess Z.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;another lovley summer night!! saweeeeettt&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 30 Jul 2005 17:47:37 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>good night</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;This is an apology entry for anyone that i talked to last night.. i was drunk and i&apos;m sorry!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Brianna.. u were there with me but chugging 8 beers to 2 doesnt really fit.. i was stupid and im sorry.. i love you and i promise ill be better&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;And who else knows wut i did.. i remember talking to Amber but i dont think i said anything wrong... hmm i wonder!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well no regrets... like our names&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; say&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt; &lt;strong&gt;Party&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;strong&gt; &lt;font color=&quot;#ff6600&quot;&gt;Crashers&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; -- right Bri?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#993399&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Soo whens the next party?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#000000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;PS.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; --- Practice went soo good 2day! never had it better... got my 7 out and sorta got no moving underneath my tosses down.. saved my ass .. WOOT for staying on sabre line!!!! Hmm maybe it was good cuz i had a hang over?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 29 Jul 2005 04:04:21 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>listen to your heart....</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Soo i think ive spent a total of 10 hours at home this week. I have been nothing but out and about and i absolutley love it because Brianna and I are keeping ourselves busy bees! Wednesday went over Buffos house last night to see him because i havent hung out with him since before i left for Florida.. it was always a fun time.. full of laughs. Woke up with a hang over today tho.. i dont see how.. maybe its because i pass out after 1 screwdriver... yup well i had 2 beers that night.. woot! lol Sat around in a circle singing the kindergarden rhythms.. Tibo made up lyrics for Baby shark song.. never laughed harder&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Slept in till 4 ish today.. had the worst headache and stomachache... went to practice which was easy as all hell .. then went to Dave S. house for a party... which i must say was a drama fest but funny shit went down. Met some kewl people.. Brianna and them teamed up on me and made fun of me... always an enjoyment to them! But im to lazy to write about it.. just miss that crowd alot...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Tomorrow going to Captains Cove with Bri, Deeds, Trevor, Dave, Dustin and 2 kids i met today John and Matt.. gonna be saweeeetttt!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well im tired... ive been out and about all week.. i need sleep!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jul 2005 20:51:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>oh boy</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I dont wanna go tonight... i cant go.. im uncapable of seeing anyone and taking one bit of critism&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;My sister rose her voice to me today and i started bawling my eyes out... im so emotional and its not even that time to be... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I wonder whats wrong?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I didnt practice.. i have to leave in 15 minutes.. think i can squeeze in 15 minutes of practice... nah to lazy.. thats my problem, im just too lazy!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I have a bad feeling about tonight...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Im gonna break down.. i know it... i dont want to.. but im going to&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Have a feeling im gonna fight with Court too... alot is building up with her and i think im gonna explode...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 26 Jul 2005 01:46:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>What a day</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Today was a bad day.. one of the worst that i had in a while. I fought with everyone who talked to me and i just cried.. very emotional day.. it sucked.. i hate crying&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Looked through the old photo albums today. Looked at Dream year and just cried. I was so close to everyone that year and now im barley hanging on by a thread with some of my friendships. I miss Lauren Coe, Shannon and Meg. I never thought i would say that but i do. Court and I are falling apart every second we talk. We cant agree on anything anymore and i learn about her life and what shes been doing through other people. I talk to other people and they tell me stuff that Courtney has never told me before.. some friendship&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I lost alot of weight since freshmen year.. made me smile for a hot second. I was huge and i hate how some people still thought i was gorgeous. My face looked like a pumpkin of how round it was. I must admit i am finally happy about my body.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I was gonna walk to the beach today.. thats how desprate i was. I needed to go.. i do alot of thinking laying on the blanket there. And besides its the only time me and court hang out outside of guard. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I dont wanna go to practice tomorrow. I still havent practiced and i have no desire to. I dont want to pick up my weapons and spin. It just doesnt faze me anymore.. i get no excitment from it. Im still shocked i even made sabre this year.. hope i dont have to be compared to Courtney all year.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I need to go to a party with Brianna asap. Im in need of the atmosphere.. hopefully this one wont get busted and the person throwing the party wont get sent away to boarding school.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Slept in all day today.. till 3 actually. Didnt want to get up and when i did i just wanted to go back to sleep. I dont even want to wake up anymore.. life is soo boring&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Its sad when you start counting down the days till school starts... i need school!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;On a positive note.. me and tori r growing closer.. sweet!! and i never loved Emily and Brianna more this week... they know how to make it a good time. But still score to getting close with tori!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Im done complaining.. peace&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 24 Jul 2005 21:07:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>latley</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Brianna Em Tori Court Chels and i have been living at the beach the past few days. Im addicted i must say... always a good time with my chicas... expecially Tori.. glad were fixing shit up&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Got an urge of pissed offness when i got home.. i started yelling at my mom because i wish she had me earlier in life soo i can drive. All my fucken friends have their license or permit and im not even 16 yet. My best friend in the world has it now and what really holds our friendship 2gether is the car rides that we had to give eachother.. bullshit thats gone&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I really want school 2 start soo i can start the new me... thats really all i need right now&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;No... what i need is the beach.. i wanna go back!! Wednesday hopefully&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 22 Jul 2005 03:02:31 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>practice</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;i suck.. i offically lost my nitch on flag&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;this season i dont know what im gonna do with myself.. i cant do damn tosses! when kayla and annie get them before me .. theres something seriously wrong&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;boy..oh..boy&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;im scared.. i really dont want this season to come.... i really dont think im gonna do good at all!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;ehh but im really not even gonna bother worrying about it because theres better stuff to worry about... like&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;hmm... i dont know.. but there so it&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;court got her license other day.. not gonna be seeing much of her nemore... ehhh whatever&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;bri and i went over mikes yesterday... good times... got a bloody lip from bri cuz i got slapped in the face with a jock strap.. ouch!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;amber comes home in like a week and a half.... &lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff6600&quot;&gt;sweet!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;oh and a double sweet... beach tomorrow wit emily!!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 18 Jul 2005 02:39:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>omfg</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Okay i have never been soo shocked in my life.. Amber i love you with all my heart but what the hell is this i hear that ur lighting up with Ally!! Shes 13!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I am just shocked out of my mind! I have stopped Ally from doing everything by being her &quot;mom&quot; and i leave for a week and shes doing all this crap... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;wowzers! def think that is fucked up... wonder who else is doing it.. mike prop... stupid shithead waste of life!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well lighternote .. saw Wedding Crashers with Brianna... best movie ever!! almost pissed me pants... def every1 should see it!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Payce&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jul 2005 18:12:34 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Florida</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well just got home from Florida and i must say it kicked ass. Not gonna write about it all because theres way to much to say but it def. is number 1 on the best times of my life list! My best friend kicks major ass for putting up with my family lol... but good times.. good&amp;nbsp;times!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Pissed that i missed the guard sleepover.. i mean &lt;strong&gt;PISSED&lt;/strong&gt;! I heard it was soo much fun.. and i miss Brianna Emily and Amber more than ne thing.. more than Phil and thats ALOT!! I cant wait till i see them on Tuesday.. well not Amber because shes leaving me for Colorado =( &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I got sun poisoning on my face.. it hurts soo bad! My lip is huge and my forehead is spotted.. i always come back diseases after a vacation lol! But i dont care.. im darkly tan lol!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Dont wanna be home.. i wanna go back.. i love that weather.. who cares if it was 95 degrees every day.. it was sooo worth it.. and i really dont wanna see anyone except for my guard girls and phil but i dont wanna go to guard lol.... what else is new right?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Hmmm im done.. just wanted to drop a line of hello and this journal is up and running again!!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;SWEEETTTT!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Jess &amp;lt;3&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 08 Jul 2005 19:24:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>12 hours</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Literally 12 hours till i pick Courtney up.. get the limo and drive 2 hours to the airport... &lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;sweet &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff6600&quot;&gt;sweet &lt;/font&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ffcc33&quot;&gt;victory! &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#33cc00&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;BUT&lt;/strong&gt;...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Why does a hurricane have to come the week were there... great!!!! lol&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I hope Courtney has a good time.. thats the&lt;font color=&quot;#cc33cc&quot;&gt; &lt;strong&gt;ONLY &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;thing im worrying about... this trip is for her.. just to show her she means &lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#cc33cc&quot;&gt;EVERYTHING&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; to me!! and guess wut.. im not even bringing my fone.. its staying at the hotel room.. because this week and me and court time!! I smell the sweetness.. does anyone else?!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff6666&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;FLORIDAAAAAAA&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 07 Jul 2005 14:53:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>woo hoo</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I &lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;hate &lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;doctors who dont know what the hell they are doing! Well as all of you know.. i was diagnosed (sounds like imdying) with strep throat and put on medicine for like a week.. well i still feel like crap! So i went to get my physical today and it seems that i dont have strep but mono! and the damn doctor who said i had strep could have like killed me because the&amp;nbsp;medicine she gave me could of had a reaction or something! So they put me on steroids lol. and i should be all better by i go to Florida &lt;font color=&quot;#ff6666&quot;&gt;sweetttt&lt;/font&gt;!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well good news&amp;nbsp;i grew 1 1/2 inches and weight 5 pounds less.. but my doctor said im unhealthy because i dont eat right .. she said im a &lt;font color=&quot;#993300&quot;&gt;bad&lt;/font&gt; &lt;font color=&quot;#006600&quot;&gt;vegetarian&lt;/font&gt; lol. She asked me about my alcohol intake and i told her i drink alot and she gave me these packets on AAA lol! funny stuff... asked me about my sex life.. told her and i got free condoms... lol &lt;strong&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot;&gt;love&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/strong&gt; doctors!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well i cant leave the house for&amp;nbsp;a day because im contagious lol.. soo all my guard girl I LOVE YOU AND ILLMISS U!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Off to Florida tomorrow baby!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 06 Jul 2005 17:56:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>FAHHH</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Im never gonna get well. Im gonna be sick for the rest of my life! My glands wont go down. There still the size of quarters.. i cant swallow ANYTHING... not even water without crying... and Im leaving for Florida in like 3 days. Luckily i have my physical tomorrow and i go to a doctor who knows what there doing and not a walk in doctor who just gives you medicine to get the whole out of there! Ive been taking pills... pills the size of my pinky finger to add... for like a week now and all its done is make me fall asleep! I just hope the doctor says i need my tonsils out so this never happens again and then maybe i can lose weight because i wont eat for like a week. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff6666&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Ugh i better be better for Flordia... i owe this to Courtney.. she deserves everything and more!! because shes my oober awesome best friend who does everything for me =)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Practice yeserday wasnt that bad. I didnt really do anything because i helped Rebecca and Alexis the whole time. Rebecca totally knocked herself in the head.. mmm shes gonna be a Jessi lol.. had to go get her an ice pack and she just felt like a total idiot.. ahh gotta love her! Alexis is a hand full... always being a wise ass... hmmm i dont know about her lol. Shes just a hard one to teach... i dont know what were gonna do!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Got in a fight with Phil after practice. Were taking a break now.. whoopie dooo. Ehh that wont last long.. hes stupid lol... but gotta love him!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Not going to practice Thursday.. im just gonna rest and hope that after my physical i get medicine for this disease i have lol... &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well im done writing.. i got nothing to say!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Countdown:&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;2 days till Me and Court leave&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;2 days till Brianna comes home!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;10 Days till i can see Brianna =(&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 03 Jul 2005 03:48:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Cirque</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Today was an amazing day! Ofcourse spent with the love of my life.. COURTNEY!! We went to see Cirque du Soleil... Vareki... kicked major ass. Was jaw dropped the whole time. I just love Courtney.. she always knows what im going to enjoy =)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Im sick.. really sick. Got a 103 fever.. im freezing. Sore throat... swollen glands.. tummy ache.. im falling apart! Who the hell gets sick during the summer.. expecially when its 90 degress out. I better be okay before Florida...&amp;nbsp; i need to be. I need to make this the best vacation EVER for Courtney.. she soo deserves it!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Well im tired... so im gonna go to bed!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#ff0000&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;AMBER AND EMILY ARE HOME!!! i missed themmm sooo much!!!&lt;/u&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Countdowns&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;: 6 days till Court and I leave&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;7 days till Brianna comes home!!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;14 Days till i can see here :-(&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 01 Jul 2005 23:40:05 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>KITTY</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;Jessi got a kitty cat&amp;nbsp; today!!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Her name is Molly... shes cute&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And FATTTTT&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;lt;3&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 01 Jul 2005 00:27:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>*ouch*</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;I honestly think i broke my back. I dont know what the hell i did to it, but it kills. Every move i make, it makes me wanna cry. I havent done anything physical latley.. atleast i dont think on my back atleast. I cant even move my neck because it is sooo sore! =( pooopppp&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Hmm Florida in a week.. i want to get out of here... i need to get out of here!! Court and I have been counting down the days for like 2 months now... ughh i cant stand Trumbull.. theres nothing to do except get drunk.. which ive been doing basically everyday and now the taste of alcohol makes me nauseous!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Brianna leaves tomorrow.. im gonna miss here.. but that means Emily and Amber come home and i get to get the scoop on the weather and stuff down in Florida.. score&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Well im in alot of pain and i just wanna go lay down.. soo im making this shore&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Payce&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 28 Jun 2005 17:46:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>past few day</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;i dont remember the last time i updated.. but the past few days have been actually crazy. Trumbull day was Saturday didnt get as completley messed up as i would of liked but ehh me and kayla had our shares of moments lol. Met up with Phil.. always a pleasure and reaquainted with Duncan.. extra excited about that one. Miss that kid so much. Settled crap out and realized we dont hate eachother at all.... and never will! Score!! Brianna birthday was Sunday.. pissed i couldnt hang out with her but had to go to my brothers to babysit because my brother had to get Ruth an anniversary present! But i love her.. she knows that and thats all that should madder!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Yesterday.. slept till like 5... felt like crap the whole day. Got in a fight with Dave because i wouldnt go to this chicks party.. .whatever! Brianna called me and asked me i wanted to go to this dinner thing at the german club.. went.. we stayed for like half and hour and ended up going to this girls Emilys party. Kristi, Liz, Dave Anna, Hannah were all there and alot more. Ofcourse they got me and brianna drunk.. flabbergasted fools lol! Had beers after beers.. realized finally how much i hate them! Went to briannas and got some real alcohol.. sweet! Well had to apoligize to Dave.. soo i did... in a very nice way lol... whatever.. its summer! Didnt get home till like 11:30...&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Now im up and im going to another party tonight.. hopfully we wont get kicked out because the cops and her mom were coming .. boy oh boy!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;::Watching Cinderella::&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 18:45:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>im boreddd</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I hate still being on school time. I still wake up like 530 every morning and cant go back to bed.. my god it better not be like this everyday during the summer lol.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I finally broke down my brick wall with Amber.. i need her there for me and she will be, and we will be close like i am to Brianna and stuff because i am not missing out on the bestest junior year of my life with her not being apart of it. I love you Amber and im sorry for everything.. i will try my hardest.. i promise&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;MMM why cant the weeks go by faster so me and court can hop the plane down to Florida... i just wanna go lay on the beach... 2 more weeks... it better go fast&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Im bored and its hot..&amp;nbsp; i need a shower... im living up to my nickname STINKY!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Broken -Seether</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jun 2005 03:05:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>time of my life</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;way to start the 1st day of summer! I had the time of my life today with Brianna Dave Morgan and Tibo.. i have never laughed soo much! All we did was smoke in a circle and then race on fisher price cars... yes its dumb but fucking hilarious&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Had sex with brianna on the hammock today.. just kidding.. dave put it like that because it was turning him on lol.... got high off the weed in the garage.. thats always a plus&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;ehh to lazy to write... I LOVE DAVE BOUFFARD....seriously :-X&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jun 2005 17:50:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>A</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I think its funny how i say something to some one about someone and they run to that person and change it to make me look like the biggest bitch. If people could just keep their mouth shut and let people do things themselves and stop being on the world to attack them mentally and try to destroy their life one minute their in your existance, life would be so much better.&amp;nbsp; I appreciate people caring about me so much and crap but please dont. I know how to take care of myself and know how to live with crap being said.. I&apos;ve been doing it since i could remember.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Yall are probably reading this and are like WTF and i will tell you all the lovley story because you have nothing better to do is read this and fill up on all the gossip, sarcasm&amp;nbsp;and critism of Jessi Jean Jackowskis life. I was at graduation yesterday and i asked Emily where Amber was and she said shes not coming and i made a comment of&amp;nbsp; &quot;oh i would know that if i was able to talk to her&quot; and ofcourse I... 1) said it to her best friend.. bad move on my part and 2) said it around the one person whos out to like make my life hell purposly.. Tori. I know i shouldnt of said it at all but since when has Jessi not spoke her mind! &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I didnt even mean it in a bad way. I meant that i cant talk to her because its the truth. For some reason theres still a wall blocking our communication that cant be broken down, and if people cant except that just leave me the fuck alone and stop being little bitches and run to her about every little thing, because now i have to read in her journal that she thinks i hate her and doesnt want to be her friend which is the exact OPPOSITE i am trying to get too. And Amber if you believe that you dumb as all hell because we even talked about this 10x before.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;I just think its funny how people have&amp;nbsp;nothing better to do but twist what i say and make me look bad because people are sure good at it. And you know what keep doing that because honestly i dont care what people think of me because i have pretty good friends.. if not the best and i can deal with just them right now!&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Amber.. i wanna be your friend and no i dont hate you. I wish we could break down the wall thats blocking us to do so but i dont know how to do that. If you got any ways please tell me because i would do anything to do it and to just rub all the shit people say about me in their face! I love you, i spend basically half my week with you.. i dont want any awkwardness to be in between us.. but its typical that you would believe people over me because to most people &quot;I lie out of my ass&quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;People really make me laugh... hahahaha&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Now all you know some more about my lovley life.. ill keep you updated because i know you are all waiting for my next dilema or stupid action&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;Jess&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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